Had a big download recently which was about the approach we used as kids to keep safe (esp. if you had narcissistic parents/siblings or grew up not feeling emotionally safe or physically safe.)
If you withdrew your energy to go invisible, to avoid attack when you were a kid... and that manifesting style worked, because it helped you survive childhood... Is it possible that when you're worrying/stressed/feeling emotionally unsafe now... that your manifesting style is STILL to withdraw and go invisible instead of manifesting LARGE and going BIG and getting BIG support??
Is this a key reason why children of narcissists often find it hard to manifest and create when they're worried and fearful?
To bust yourself out of this old manifesting story, turn to Chapt. 7 in my book, Turn Yourself On. You can get it here https://marinaj.net/product/turn-yourself-on/